Famous Love Story
Chris Diary Part 2
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She begged and said, "Lets go in the park for just
a little while please, I promise I'll go home right after
My cold heart softened at her pleas, but I still put up
an annoyed face and walked into the park. I was just sitting
on the benches looking like I wanted to leave. She went
to the big oak tree and she was looking for something. I
knew she was looking for what we wrote on that tree with
a silver ink pen half a year ago.
If I remember it right, it said,
"Chris and Susan was here,
Chris had tea and Susan was drinking hot chocolate.
Hope Chris and Susan would always remember this day,
always loving each other, forever."
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She was looking around for quite a while, then she came
back slowly with tears on her face.
She said, "Chris, I can't find it, it's not there anymore."
I felt so sour inside, there was a stream of pain flowing
into my heart, the kind of pain I've never felt before.
But all I could do was pretend I didn't care, and said,
"Can we go now?"
I opened up my big black umbrella, while she simply stood
there, not wanting to leave yet, hoping there was still
She said, "You made up the story of you and that other
girl didn't you? I know I frustrate you sometimes, but I'll
change, can't we start over?"
I didn't say a word, looked down and shook my head. After
which, we just kept on walking towards the train station
without saying a single word to each other.
Four years ago, the doctor said I had cancer, but it was
found early, so it was still curable. Thinking that it was
okay, I started living my normal life again and even forgot
about the cancer. I didn't think about the cancer again
and did not go back to the doctor. Until a month ago, my
stomach was hurting for two weeks straight, and the nightmare
awakened. First I thought the pain would go away, but it
grew stronger until it came to the point that I couldn't
take it anymore. I went back to the doctor and took an X-ray.
The picture came out and there was a big black spot which
proved the truth that I did not want to believe. I was at
the most glittering part of my life but it was coming to
an end. I wanted myself and the people around me to go through
the least pain possible, so I decided to commit suicide.
But I couldn't let people find out about my intentions,
especially Susan, the person I love the most in this whole
world, who still doesn't know about the truth. Susan was
still young, she shouldn't have to go through this. So I
made up some stories and lied to her. It was a cruel thing
to do and it broke her heart, but it was the fastest way
to wipe out three years of feelings. I didn't have much
time because I would soon start to loose hair and she would
find out eventually. But now I'm close to succeeding. This
drama would soon be over. Thirty minutes more this would
all come to an end, that was what I had in mind.
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The train had stopped running so I called a taxi for her.
We were just standing there waiting, loosing our last moments
in silence. I saw the taxi arriving from a distance.
I held my tears and said to her, "Take care of yourself,
take good care of yourself."
She didn't talk but simply nodded lightly and then opened
up her misshaped umbrella and stepped out onto the street.
Out in the rain, we became two single life forms, one red,
one black, so far away from each other. I opened the door
for her and she got in, then I close the gate that would
separate me from her forever. I stood by the car, staring
into the dark window at the first and last love in my life,
walking out of my life. The car took off into the street.
Finally I couldn't hold my sorrow and the twisted lies in
my heart any longer. I waved my arms rapidly and chased
after the taxi, because I knew this would be the last time
I see her. I wanted to tell her I still love her. I wanted
to tell her to stay. I wanted to tell her so much. However,
the taxi had already turned into the corner. Warm tears
streamed down my face, blended together with the cold raindrops.
I was cold not because of the rain. I was cold inside.
She left, and I didn't get anymore of her phone calls even
until today. I know she didn't see my tears, because they
were washed away by the rain. I left without regrets. But
I'm not Chris, I'm that girl Susan, using my memory and
his diary I found one year after he left, writing down these
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